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deeper love still
I’ve been doubting God’s love for me. It all started at a worship night about a month ago. After receiving prayer over ministries turning into prayer over my sight, I walked back to my seat, redirecting my thoughts and attention back to worship. As the music played, in my head I saw the cover of…
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Here is your anointing oil.
A friend asked how she could be praying for me this week, and my response perfectly incapsulates the season I’m in, as I imagine myself tucked in fetal position at the bottom of a door as glass plates shatter around me. Is it safe to say I feel attacked? As I arrived at my son’s…
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We can keep on waiting.
At the ripened age of 30 something, I have finally figured out that maybe everything isn’t a kosher as I’ve always thought. For one, it took me seven years to figure out that maybe the reason I don’t love listening to the hip music my husband likes to listen to in the car is actually…
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With a fixed gaze.
There is a moment in The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe– okay, okay,… so there are more accurately a lot of moments- where I see the Father through His good nature and the hope of our inheritance. Sitting in the quiet of my son’s still bedroom, void of all siblings, we’ve been snuggling under…
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Sitting with an old friend.
You know when you haven’t seen an old friend in what has felt like ages, and suddenly you have the chance to sit across the table from them and actually bring them up to present and pick up where you left off? The whole drive to that small corner table at the coffee shop, you’re…
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To the one who has been feeling the earth shift.
I’ve been feeling like I just can’t keep up lately. Not the kind of can’t keep up where things just are sort’ve pushed back a little and eventually you’ll catch up and everything will be okay. I’ve been feeling a deep aching and grieving, because the things that I can’t keep up with are bringing…
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Excuses for not walking closer
A lot of people in the world say they don’t believe in Jesus and don’t love Christianity because of the christians they’ve known and I think its time they try another source. Because we are really actually more broken than I think we realize, and American Christianity can feel more like a synonym for the…
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at the foot of the broom bush / even if it’s crawling
Fun fact: I love how detailed the Lord is to include specific trees through out the Bible. I tend to like my books full of the juicy deets. Make those sentences the length of three paragraphs, please. I want to read and be entering into what I’m reading. I want the perfect words as the…
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Beautiful things that look like hope.
As I’ve been sitting here watching the pulsing line on my screen, the steady blink patiently awaiting me to find the words to say, I feel overwhelmed. With at least a month since my last post, it seems like I have so much to say, and at the same time, maybe this is not the…
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Wednesday, July 25,2012
Something drew me to follow the crumbs back to the early days this morning, going back to my first blog I had written (or the last place I remember writing). The blog is on a completely different platform, and after stumbling my way through finding out how to look at all the older posts, I…
TOTHEUNTAMEDHEART. 